Lost My Mind

I was so sure 

I knew it all

I didn't

It was what I wanted

Not what God did

So 

I got hurt

I lost

I had to give up things

I had to let myself

Cry

Let pieces of myself

Die 

Let that state of mind

Die

I felt scared

Unsure

Lost

Then I started over

God spoke

I heard

I listened 

I learned 

I conquered 

I won

Life is a process

It's a consistent

Mission

Of improvement

Salvation

Is a constant work 

Until we pass

It is permitted for

A man to die once

And then comes 

Judgement

I would rather

Suffer

For His sake

Because He died for me

I might never be famous 

But at least 

I ain't broken

Because

I know Him

I have Him

I'll be alright

At the end of the day

I'm glad 

I lost my mind