Antisocial Butterfly 🦋

I have social anxiety 

I don't like being in 

Large crowds 

I don't like large gatherings

I barely like to go put

There's too many 

Distractions

Too many energies 

Too much chaos

I used to be a hostess

Promoting parties 

Was my thing

But after years

Of being so giving

To others 

I became a shell

Of myself 

I started to lose

Who I thought I was

Once I tasted solitude 

Was when I could

Hear God 

I finally started 

Reading the Word

And 

Seeing 

The truth

When I'm alone 

It's peaceful 

It's where I can see clearly 

Alone 

Is where I often 

Find

Peace 

That's why I don't like big crowds 

Two or three is cool

But just me is

Better