I Wish I Never

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Have you ever seen or met someone 
And you find yourself 
with them constantly in your mind?
Everything seems all good
The vibe is there
It's almost blissful 
Almost too good to be true 
Then, all of a sudden 
Seemingly out of nowhere 
Things go sour
Or they just 
Disappear 
What comes to your mind?

Let me tell yall what comes to mine

To that guy

I wish I never saw you 
I say that
Because, if I never saw you
I would've never had 
The chance to look at you
To see your face 
To look into your eyes
I would've never 
Had the chance 
To hear your laugh 😃 
Or see your smile 
I would've never been 
blessed to see you in your element ✨️ 
I simply would've 
Never had you on my mind
Ever 
And when I was at the point 
Where I wanted to stop caring for you 
That's what I would say
I wish I never saw you
Still to this day
I consistently say
I wish I never saw you 😔 


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